It's really May

May 1, 2012. A day that I have been thinking about for months now. Not my due date, that isn't for 2 more weeks, but the start of May. The month my son will be born. It's unbelievable to me that it's actually here. I look down at my stomach and can't believe how long I've waited for this yet how fast it came. Tomorrow at my weekly appointment I will be checked for the first time and have the option to have my membranes swept which could put me into labor within 24 hours if baby is ready. Am I ready? Physically and emotionally yes. Mentally? I'm not quite sure yet.